hello.im blogging now at 1212am cause im still waiting for jeremy to complete our project's editting.Wth.i think i can forgo my sleep for today.CSAS presentation tml.No cue cards no notes no reading off slides.Wth right.Worst,6mins per presenter.LAR-GI worst still, gotta wear formal.Sh*t.Will be meeting the members at 7.30am tml morning in school.i think nobody's gonna be late tml.Cause the late one will have to blanjah pizza.LOL.im soooooooooo not gonna be the one.Im slightly happy for my Maths and Stats now.Failed term test and one of the quizes.I dun want to take sup paper during the hols! i dun even want to retake any of the subjects next semester!!!!!!! i need to buck up.I;ve got my motivation.AND, it really works:D *big big winks i know*.But is not what you think(:
Gotta wake up 5 plus tml morning to prepare.Sh*t.
YES.after much nagging and hurry-ness.The final draft is finally here!! good night readers(:
HELLO people people people!!! im finally back with a new post.i know its been long but im really sorry bout that.Cause was really busy with school work and others.Tests and quizes like nobody's business.Brain cells depleting till my brain's drying up soon.Many things happened this period of time when im absent,but haha, i cant tell you.Definitely, it left a great impact on me and yup, i was really affected and depressed till now, though its not obvious to my friends.But dont worry, i will be fine as this is just a part of growing up.Everybody goes through it(: But im strong enough not to shed a single tear as i told myself its not the end of world and the lesson had etched into my heart.Not to cry for things like that.Yes means yes.No means No.Clear cut.Short and sweet.
However, im happy that i have friends to support and comfort me while having to go through this horrible sh*t.Im blessed and i know it.Thank God.
School's been great even though having to wake up as early as 5.50am every morning and i still hate it, i love school.But i dun like the workload and projects at all.I've made through friends, i've seen through friends.Im no longer a little girl who cant think for herself, im independent and im sure of that.As we grow, we meet different people, different attitudes and people whom we never know what they are thinking.This world is not at all beautiful.Its so complex, full of hypocritical people,backstabbers and uglyness on the inside.
No doubt that there are times when this world looked beautiful, and the reason is you, i felt great.I can leave my burdens and woes, i can smile and laugh because i feel good.But this comes as quickly as the wind, likewise when it goes.Im always back to square one,where i first started.
Courage, strength and confident you gave me,im thankful for that.Im still grieving over the fact that we could never be like we were ever ever again.And the thought of this breaks my heart very deeply.I trusted and found comfort in you,i can talk to you with no restrictions,i can talk to you as freely as i want it to be.But in the end,everything just end like that.No matter what,i know that things can nv be the same again.No matter how much i regretted,how much i detest myself for doing that,thats it.Now,all i can look back on is the fond memories.And to find such a friend like you,i doubt there will be another one.
The friendship that we held so dear is already broken and nothing can ever be done to salvage it.I found,i cherished,i broke.This is my punishment.I can never find someone like you.First time i felt this way in my whole entire journey of life,first and last friend i can ever bare my soul with.
Thank you,my friend.hope there will still be me in your memories.
Just like the sun and the moon.They worked so well, but they will never get to meet no matter what.
