♥ Friday, June 22, 2007 ♥
Im feeling so sick now.i dun like this feeling.
Was out the whole day ytd and mum's not very pleased with me going out too often. (thats what she claims)Woke up at about 915am ytd morning and left home at about 950am.Met babali, obviously i was late.Went to kbox and she passed me the dvd for 200 pounds beauty.Nice show(: Plus a top she got for me when she went to Bangkok. NICE(: Left kbox at 2 and started wandering around the place.Went over to taka for toilet and guess who i saw:D makes my day even happier.HAHA.i saw somebody whom i dont think i can ever forget.i once regretted being with him, and i once regretted losing him.And the last time i thought i was awake, i was not.I regret not having him back in my life.now you know? although i know its impossible between us, i still hope that things will change.Call me silly or whatever it is.
So went to marine bay and waited near 30mins for Zhiyi to arrive.The class arrived almost on time and we headed for bbq. Total about 25 of us.huge group, ton lots of fun.Reached home at about 1130pm and scanned the photos in.OMG. i need to edit them soon.
church tml, im so looking forward to its arrival(:
*although there's much regret to regret on, im still happy that at least you were once mine.Someone whom's so special to me and that someone to give me beautiful memories.hope you will find somebody as special as you are to me.
i love you and i lose you.
if only i had hang on longer, things might not be the same.Smile it ease the pain.
3:37 AM
♥ Wednesday, June 20, 2007 ♥
HELLO people. in case you don't know what show it is, let me tell you. its the R21 show by Rainie. called SPIDER LILIES in english. went cineleisure to watch it today with Cheryl.Please be very surprise to know how we managed to smuggle in.
people look here.
1.approach somebody older to get the tix for you.
2.YOU MUST LOOK MATURE ENOUGH TOO.
3.act cool when going in.
THATS IT.
but i would advice you guys not to watch as its not really that nice. Contentwise, not much.Not easy to understand.Shouldn't be rated as R21 as its not up to THAT standard yet.REALLY. no naked bodies, no nothing. only kissing luh. So its not very nice.
i would rate the movie C+.
ok.Back to the top, i woke up at about near 10 this morning, left home at abt 1040, reached dhoby mrt at about 1110.Went to meet my sis and her friends, waited for Cheryl and off we go to Great World City and to Kim Seng. Played bowling and weird enough, i didnt suck as much as compared to JB's. Played till about 2 plus, left the place for Cine near 3, went in for movie at 310 but came out near 5.
went to eat and off we went to AMK hub.Cheryl cut her hair, waited for her. nice haircut girl(: dun worry,its really nice(:
reached home at about 10 and now, i need to do my project , take off mask and go to sleep.Gotta wake up damn early tml.Lets see, at about .... (? meeting babali at 1030 Cineleisure tml morning for kbox((: then 0530 at marina bay for dinner with dearie 4E3(: im so busy.
school's starting soon next week and im not excited at all.
till then.
*
nearly a yr, i love you so much that i lose you.Smile it ease the pain.
7:39 AM
♥ Thursday, June 14, 2007 ♥
hello people.im back with a new post.
back from the june retreat.
thanks Ahpa for that(:
actually, my sister and i didnt sign up for it.
so what actually happen?
went to aunt cynthia's place for mahjong after service.
sister came back froom dinner with the clique on sat night and says that aunt lois kept asking her to go.
so we asked for permission and mama said ask my teacher.
Asked and settled in last than an hour.
Went home from aunt's place at about 12 plus.
packed and took passport.
Went to newton circus and wooooooosh, there we go.
overall its a very fun and fufilling trip.
i certainly feel that this trip has brought me closer and closer to God.
and im glad about that.
reached home on tues evening.
gave mama a huge bear hug((:
missed her much(:
so went out to meet weiqi today and we caught a movie, born into brothels.
NC16.second NC16 movie for me but first for her and she was so anxious and proud about it.
met zicai as he was working at cp till bout 10 and went to macs.
SHAKER FRIES(:
weiqi's coming tml and im so happy over it.
im so busy next week, gotta rush projects and appointments with many many ppl.
im busy, im broke.
i miss my friends so much):
* i hope you would understand our intention of doing that.we didnt have a choice too.we wont do you harm and you should know.we are not angry about it, we are just sad, hurt and disappointed with ourselves.we thought we were best of friends, even more than that.we thought we could talk you round, but we failed.we thought we are different from others, but we are not.we wont hate you or blame you.but pls remember that you have to be responsible for every actions and the amount of sadness you are capable of causing within your love ones.
it has really caused a major hole in our hearts and it will definitely take a long time to heal.But regardless of what we say, we still love you the way you are.Dont apologise,just undertsand what and why we are doing this, and for who.
i'll pray for the day to come.
Smile it ease the pain.
9:01 AM
♥ Tuesday, June 05, 2007 ♥
hello people of the world.
term test week.
wth.
screwed FnC and maths & stats badly.
going out to study with darling weiqi later on(:
i miss her soooooooooooooooo much.
lots to catch up(:
i just went for a haircut on friday.
OMG.
its so damn short.
its even shorter than yours zhiyi!
i just played mahjong last sat at aunt cynthia's place.
OMG.
i gamed twice with both 3 tai but i have no money to collect)':
cus im just a stand-in till cousin comes back)':
went to work on sunday.At Bugis Ajiteh(:
to mabel tan: HUNKALICIOUS MALAYSIANS!!! you still want?
haha.
fun but super tiring.its worse than being a maid.
i cant imagine why i need to work.
no paper, no skol, thats why im here.
theres SFP tml)':
followed by BMIC and OBC.
heavy papers)':
i hate to say this,but i think i wont get to see him for the next three weeks cause of term break)':
damn shit.
will be going for ASC camp, hopefully he will be there too.
i signed up cus MAYBE he will be going.
so its only 50-50.
many things took place within this past few weeks which totally shocked me out of my life.
i never thought that something like this would ever take place.
but all i know is, im in no position to give any comments.
i just wish the best.
it makes me feel so sick and wrong.
wth is going on?
why cant it be like the past?
all i know is, there's no way things can be.
pls open your eyes big people and take a good look.
dun be decieved by angel-looking faces.
i hope im wrong.
all the best to me(:
TERM TEST!!!!!!!!
Smile it ease the pain.
7:24 PM
