it still hurts.
even till now.
i can act as if nothing has happened.
i can act as if i dun bother.
i can even act as if you are not there.
but deep inside...its bleeding.
bleed till it hurts.
i can say how much im not affected by it.
but it is not true at all.
i can say how much i have regretted my decision,
but i know that nothing is gonna change this reality.
you may think that i treat it just a game,
but im not.
i have reflected my behavior during that period of time.
and i definitely have to bear much responsibility too.
i had wanted to tell you that im sorry.
i didnt know how to cherish you.
i didnt treasure this relationship.
you had tried your best to humor me.
you treated me good.
but i didnt realised.
i thought it was just something every guy should do.
i was wrong.
you never throw your temper at me
but i did.
but if i ever have a chance to be with you again
i will learn to cherish you.
i still love you and will always do.
no matter what, you will always be a part of me.
forgive me?
to friends : thank you sooo much for giving me wonderful advises.
but i definitely hope you guys will support me yeah.
though this decision may anger you.
but i know you guys did it for my own good.
THANK YOU for understanding me and my situation(:
