♥ Thursday, September 28, 2006 ♥
it still hurts.
even till now.
i can act as if nothing has happened.
i can act as if i dun bother.
i can even act as if you are not there.
but deep inside...its bleeding.
bleed till it hurts.
i can say how much im not affected by it.
but it is not true at all.
i can say how much i have regretted my decision,
but i know that nothing is gonna change this reality.
you may think that i treat it just a game,
but im not.
i have reflected my behavior during that period of time.
and i definitely have to bear much responsibility too.
i had wanted to tell you that im sorry.
i didnt know how to cherish you.
i didnt treasure this relationship.
you had tried your best to humor me.
you treated me good.
but i didnt realised.
i thought it was just something every guy should do.
i was wrong.
you never throw your temper at me
but i did.
but if i ever have a chance to be with you again
i will learn to cherish you.
i still love you and will always do.
no matter what, you will always be a part of me.
forgive me?
to friends : thank you sooo much for giving me wonderful advises.
but i definitely hope you guys will support me yeah.
though this decision may anger you.
but i know you guys did it for my own good.
THANK YOU for understanding me and my situation(:
Smile it ease the pain.
2:39 AM
♥ Wednesday, September 27, 2006 ♥
HELLO(:
went to skol today.
we got back our emaths prelims result.
i was very happy and satisfied, really.
it was definitely more than what i've asked for.
i asked for a c5 at least or at most a B4.
but...i got a B3(:
THANK GOD.
i know i have done my best and did my revision faithfully.
so i should be satisfied with it, isn't it?
to some of you, a B3 may not be something BIG.
but to me, it definitely is.
dun try to hurt my ego by telling me that it is the worst i should get.
i've never gotten anything better than a c5 since sec 3, mind you.
hopefully i can get at least a PASS for my amaths.
a PASS for geo and a PASS for combine humanities.
BYE(:
Smile it ease the pain.
1:22 AM
♥ Tuesday, September 26, 2006 ♥
PRELIMS ARE BYE(:
Os ARE DEFINITELY NOT 'HI' (:
went to meet Zhiyi straight after sci paper1.
we went to walk walk. than to k box.
sing sing sing..HAHA(:
it was fun yeah!
im like watching 'yu le bai fen bai' now(:
its ' zhou jie lun ge chang de sai'(:
oh ya. im gonna learn and pick up tongEn's 'bu zun ku'
pardon me if i spelt it wrongly.
its sooooo damn high man.
gonna join some singing competition after my Os.
wanna have as much exposure as possible.
JUST DO IT IF YOU KNOW YOU CAN.WE LIVE ONCE.DUN LEAVE LIFE WITH REGRETS(:thats what have been driving and pushing me thru my life.
i dun wanna have any regrets.
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST PEOPLE.im gonna start mugging soon.
i dun want to land myself in that kind of situation.
where no skol is willing to take me in.
im really in a critical situation now.
grades still remain stagnant.
its not going anywhere.
im still failing my subjects.
im still getting marks where even ITE may not accept.
im DEFINITELY not discriminating or looking down to those who are there.
who wants to end up there i ask you?
in fact, im quite pissed off with people who looked down on people just because they dun excel in their studies. WHAT LOGIC IS THAT?
they may not be good in studies, but im sure they are definitely good in something.
God is far. trust me.
Character speaks louder than just that piece of paper.to me, as long as you did your best, dun have to bother about what others have got to say about you.UNLESS, you did things which you know you should not, i dun see any reason why we should treat ppl differently.*that path which leads to nowhere.Smile it ease the pain.
2:34 AM
♥ Monday, September 25, 2006 ♥
HELLO(:
new blogskin ...yes! yet again!
NICE RITE?
hmm... sister changed it for me.
so sweet right?
tagboard is gone.
all tags are gone.
sister did a new one for me(:
Amaths paper 2 today.
THATS IT.
last paper tml!
went to the gym at hougang stadium today(:
lost like 300++ calories onli):
our target was 1000 calories
hais...but toooo many people.
left about less than an hour.
went to makan at hougang mall.
zhiyi came over.
she was giving me a ' physics test '
she was laughing like hell lol.
all because of my stupid answers.
)' :
hmmm....
thats it.
NICE SKIN YEAH?
Smile it ease the pain.
3:24 AM
♥ Friday, September 22, 2006 ♥
POST(:
prelims...thats so ... ARGHH!!
hmm... last two papers left.
Amaths paper 2 and phychem paper 1.
but thats not the end.
its less than 45 days to o levels.
hmmm...
im watching 'yu le bai fen bai' now.
its the basketball mathch between jay and team against show and team.
DAMN FUNNY.
haha(:
people ask :
are you stress?
sad to say, not really. but at times la.
hmmm....
so boring. gotta resume lesson once prelims end.
thats really sucky yeah?
life had been quite fufilling past few days.
just the daily routine though.
but its enough.
i love my kind of life.
i dun want my life to be in confusion,really.
my life is simple, im contented.
i can live on my own. i dun need anyone.
thats really what i want.
im happy(:
* seriously, you mean nothing.
i have been silly all this while.
its time to wake up.
i have a whole new life.
i am Ruth(:
Smile it ease the pain.
2:32 AM
♥ Thursday, September 14, 2006 ♥
hmm...Hi peeps!
went back to read all my previous posts and realise how stupid i was.
it was absolutely nonsense man. wat the hell did i write??
nah...thats part of life right? we will all grow up as time goes by...
hmm...it was emaths paper 1 and social studies today.
4e3 really steady man! more than 10 absentees for social paper.
guess that the teachers collecting our scripts really had an easy job yeah?
haha(:
screwed BiG time man...
for social studies.
the source base qns was really really really diff.
i dont understand a single sh*t about it...
something concerning Sudan and wat Darfur conflict.
wth.
its chem paper tml.
WATS CHEMISTRY BTW????
haha. thats my reaction for you.(:
changed my blogskin(:
sis did it for me(:
NICE? CHAN YUEN TUCK?
haha...cause he asked me to visit his..
NOT NICE. and he said that mine was uglier.
)':
im really in trouble man...
i went to dye my hair again.
mrs chia found out and guess wat?
i will have to dye it back sooner or later.
SOMEBODY KILL ME!!!
hmmmmmm.....BYE FOR NOW(:
Smile it ease the pain.
2:49 AM
♥ Monday, September 11, 2006 ♥
Forget to post something important...
my sis and i were baptised on the 13th of august(:
my name is therefore : Corinne Ruth Chung Ke Wen
my sis's : Roan Esther Chung Si Wen
YEAH(:
hais... zhiyi's coming over after her practical.. study than maybe sing sing songs lor..
(:
thursday is the start of the other papers.
e maths paper 1 and social):
HAVEN STUDY FINISH YET!
SOMEBODY KILL ME YEAH?
yupps... happy birthday once again.
dun ask who.
Smile it ease the pain.
9:10 PM
FINALLY IM BACK TO BLOG RIGHT?
hmmm...thanks all for coming to view my blog(:
so many things took place within the last few weeks.
went to lots of places..
some prominant ones....
went to sha's house two weeks ago...
we went to do some random blog -checking on other ppls' blog.
so funny! its not that i want to laugh at ppl...but if you have gone to see for yourself and try reading out loud....trust me...you will laugh your ass off..opps...too crude.
things like this ....'' ....than lyk that i bo wei gong lorz''
haha...we laughed! wats with these people? whats with all the ' ii lubb euux'' you try to read it out...
funny right?
hmm....we are so evil ...haha...
all those ah lians' way of talking....but than again.. some ah lians have a good command of english...haha i dun no...(:
no offence yeah?
its just some self-entertainment for ppl like us..
hmm...no more lessons in skol...prelims has started...
gonna flunk big time man...
but definitely not for o levels yeah?
my dream skol : TP(:
course : interior design(:
hmmm....am i gonna make it? i dunno...
ma says shes gonna help me organise party if i want after 'O's.
OF COURSE!
than i can bring friends over..ma will sponsor everything for me(:
ALCOHOL TOO(:
sounds attracting? DEFINITELY(:
than we will move the sofa away for a dance floor(:
SHIOK AH!
MY PARENTS LOVE ME TOOOOO MUCH(:
just like my bro(:
he gave my sis and i his mp3...he got a new one for himself again...
he is getting nano for my sis next month so we both have one each(:
hmm...he wants a new laptop...
just changed CPU 2 days ago...spent like 1000 plus...
he bought me a adidas watch on my bdae remember?
HE IS NICE(:
P.S : he is single yeah(: available anot? not too sure... haha(:
shuai? DEFINITELY(:
hmmm...gonna bathe soon...msn is throwing tantrum again... cant sign in...
SEE YA!
* i duuno whether ever to believe you again. you are making me confused. but somehow,you are still in me.