The Magic of her Smile

♥ Saturday, July 29, 2006 ♥

korkor left for Australia today. how do you spell it?
will only be back 6 weeks later.which is like september
went to SAJC yesterday night for concert.
ppl says theres a lot of shuai ge-s
ask shihui(she studies there) then she said that all shuaige go to ACS already.
so SAJC number of shuaiges is getting lesser and lesser.
only year 2 have.
year 1 dun have.

so kiasu me went to dress nicenice.
(want to attract attention ma HAHA!)

put make up.......blahblahblah

late for appointment!
wth!

met up with mich than went to eat.
was too hungry.

took train dowm to potong pasir.
met joel.

went in to the cultural centre.saw SP choir ppl.
but didnt bother to say hi or anything.
saw ah bin ge (kaibin) chatted during intermission.
SAS( saint andrews sec ) screwed big time.
really bad. sorry to say that.

SAJS( junior school ) was GREAT! all the small little boys were so cute!
and the instructor is MR LIEW!
i was so thrilled that i said something wrongly.
i went '' mr liew fei le! (grown fatter) ''
and michelle was like ''shhhhhh!!!!''

haha(: he was so cute.

than SAJC choir was really good.
the first song was fantastic.
saw shihui. the song includes a part whereby some members were singing while the others were speaking in tongues.
cool right?

oh ya! the MOST IMPORTANT THING(:
saw two shuaige sitting near me.
one infront of me and 1 behind.
the one infront looks ang-moh type.
hair super blonde.

the one beside me i think he is attached or something.
cus he was holding a bouquet of flowers):

haha(:

after concert went to look for shihui.
and mr liew.
he gave a big daddy's style hug(:
i almost burst out crying! cus i missed him for like 3 months plus!
took photo(:

today went to church(:
skipped chem test.cus was too tired.
but went for NDP prize presentation rehersal.
was the 'acting' Guest of Honour.
so funny!
told everyone the same thing.
haha... something like...
goodjob! well done!
lame right?

hmm...after that went for meimei's one month old bdae party.
sooooooooo cute!
the cake also very cute!
shall post it someday!

* everyone's telling me not to wait.
everyone's telling me how bad he is.
but i still didnt want to give up.

im silly right?

maybe im still young.
hmmm....

i love you STILL
i love you VERY MUCH

since the day you took my luaghter away.
i cant find any reason to smile again.

Smile it ease the pain.
9:08 AM

♥ Wednesday, July 26, 2006 ♥

POST(:

hmm...
nothing much to update.

everything iis so confusing now.

just wait till o levels gone.

there will be graduation high tea.
no prom night cus the skol's afraid that pupils wil book hotel in the night...
HAHAHA wat a joke!

theres no theme):
SAD.
if not, i will sure suggest RETRO.

haha(:

look forward to it.

I WANT TO BE HAPPY(:

i trust you.

OK?

Smile it ease the pain.
2:56 AM

♥ Saturday, July 22, 2006 ♥

hmm...im feeling confused now):

sometimes,i hated him for treating me like that.
but then again, sometimes its my fault.

i think its no use now...

whats the use of regretting now?
right?

hmmm.... maybe it just didnt work out.

i dun blame him.
i wont hate him.

cus he used to be a part of me.
part of my life.

but now, its no longer the same.

when you really have no choice but to let go.

IM STRONG(:

Smile it ease the pain.
9:07 PM

♥ Tuesday, July 18, 2006 ♥

2months2days.
the end.

now you can ignore me for the rest of your life.

you broke my heart, thanks for that.

it gave me a wake up call, to see the world out there.

*maybe you would consider to stop breaking people's heart.

im fine, im strong.

W.H.Y friends that rock.

(:

a thing of the past.

Smile it ease the pain.
3:03 AM

♥ Monday, July 17, 2006 ♥

HMMM...NEW POST(:

presents collected :
-earrings, strawberry massage tool(:
by claudia,jeanne,yunting and chee meng(:
-earrings,dolphin necklace,anklet
by liying,liwen,wenling(:

nothing new.
very stressful now.

went sukisushi today.
so ex.
$19.50):

haiz...

i love my family(:

BYE(:

Smile it ease the pain.
3:31 AM

♥ Friday, July 14, 2006 ♥

HELLO(:
had PE lesson today.
GOLF(:
one of my fave sport.

hmmm...happy to say tat i scored 41/50 for english stuff(:
cloze passage tat is(:
but,i failed chemisty really bad):
15/50.wth right?

hmmm...i missed him so much..
but he seems to be ignoring me):

I MISS HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no after church actvities for me starting frm tml):
wont be going for the party too
due to some arrangements..i have got organ lesson tat day

hmmm...ALL BECUS OF O LEVELS!

Smile it ease the pain.
3:37 AM

♥ Wednesday, July 12, 2006 ♥

COLD WAR.
you know wat that means?

dun bother to find out.

im really sad for the past week.

*i am not angry at you for not apologising.
i am pissed the fact that you didnt catch my meaning.

it was my birthday last friday.
didnt expect it to work out....
because he spoiled my mood TOTALLY.

but...first time in life,
i felt REALLY HAPPY.

thank you everyone.

especially my dear sis..
always there for me.
she knows me inside out.

many surprises await me even b4 my birthday(:

presents collected:
in order of time given

1. adidas watch from kor(:
2. strawberry shortcake pillow case and towel from 6-FLOWERS(:
3. nice wierd bracelet from mich(:
4.series of strawberry shortcake stuffs from sis(:
5. earrings and necklace from bella and ade((:
6. adidas bag and wallet from the YF(:
includes :
-nicole.
-jason.
-joanna.
-serena.
-timon.
-alvin.
-kenny.
-ben.
-charles ah pa.
-abigail.
-marissa.
-angela.
-aunt lois.
i hope i didnt miss anyone out...
sorry if i did.
7. torto from shalene(:
8. air cushion from cyn and zhiyi(:
...still counting on..

fine that i didnt get anything from you.
not even a fcuking sms.
thanks for that, xyz.

i can live w/o you.
because i know i can, i can.

you broke my heart without realising it.
i cried but i doubt you will ever know.

but i still love you so.

3 days to 2 months.
but i doubt he remember.
COLD WAR COLD WAR.

you dun care, i dun care.

Smile it ease the pain.
8:47 AM

♥ Monday, July 03, 2006 ♥

suddenly have this urge to blog....

guys out there,

STOP BEING SUCH A BASTARD BY GOING AROUND MAKING GIRLS CRY!
IM REALLY PISSED OFF THE FACT THAT YOU BASTARDS DID IT WITHOUT FEELING A SENSE OF GUILTINESS
I CANT BE BOTHERED IF ITS ANY ONE OUT THERE
BUT THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE HURT MY BESTEST FRIEND OR EVEN MORE THAN THAT...THE COUSIN I LOVED MOST
YOU OUGHT TO BE PULL OUT TO BE SHOT OR WATEVER!

GUYS OUT THERE!
ESPECIALLY YOU, MR YOUNG,
STOP YOUR NONSENSE BEFORE YOU GET YOUR RETIBUTION.
YES. LIKE WAT THEY SAYS
NO BALLS!

IM NOT BEING EVIL.
BUT YOU HAVE JUST PISSED ME OFF TOTALLY.

FUCK OFF, YOU IRRITATING BASTARD.

sorry, but i cant helped it.
i have to vent it out.

* girl, be strong.
i will be there for you.
you will find someone better.
much better.

4 days to my birthday.

Smile it ease the pain.
4:01 AM