♥ Friday, March 31, 2006 ♥
many things happened for the past few days.i dunno wat to do.STRESS is all i want to say.
u gave me hope time and again.i hope i can trust you for this last time.if you are not going to cherish it.than its too bad.pls be serious okay?dun break my heart the way you did.Smile it ease the pain.
4:43 AM
♥ Thursday, March 23, 2006 ♥
SIS IS COMING BACK TODAY WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!haha....ALVIN is also back today! All good things are now starting to surface(: haha...no..just certain...many things happened...Monday-first day of skol.It suck.-sis went to Genting.shiok for her.Tuesday-new timetable.new arrangement.-Geog 100 mcq test.i did it myself i.e. i didnt cheat(:Wednesday-early morning choir practice.SCARY and STRESS.-2hrs of maths.Its hell.Thursday-thats today! today is a happy day!okok..geog teacher came in for lesson today,Miss Tan, after chemistry to talk to us about cheating.she shows us all the articles on cheating..be it money,company and spouses....all those stuff..than she went on...about some ppl who cheat in class...not secretly even..but openly...brainwash us...blahblahblah....make us do some reflection...end of lesson.social studies lesson.(i said something stupid..dun ask what)ENGLISH LESSONMiss Lee came in today...(she was the invigilator for our geog test on tues)..talk to us about cheating...yes,again...than some guys said some un-nice(is there such a word?) things...teacher got angry and say that it seems like nothing gets into our head....than said something like... those who copied have no sense of shame....than ivan went " NO SHAME NO GAIN" ....the whole class burst out laughing... now, can you see how childish 4e3 can be?HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO XIONGWEI!
Smile it ease the pain.
1:22 AM
♥ Friday, March 17, 2006 ♥
its 1030am now.And im using the com to do my work on edulearn.HAHA(: theres church later((: ...something happened yesterday which i cannot tell u ppl yet HAHA(: will annouce when the time is right.YEAH!
im so excited.but it may not be true after all.so shall be mentally prepared.
Praise the Lord for giving me this opportunity.i will cherish it.
BYEBYE(:
Smile it ease the pain.
6:34 PM
♥ Thursday, March 16, 2006 ♥
its been a long time since i last written a proper testi.okay...cut short,chop chop.its thursdae today and hols will end in about 3 more days or so.i haven complete my hols work yet.but have already started on my revision.went to cut my hair on tuesday.although its lyk real short now,nobody seems to realise.nvm its okay.myabe it doesnt look any difference frm my previous one.since most people says i have always been short hair.i was realli sad that khim was out of the competition.it should be someone else instead.this shows how unfair this world can be.just becus the other contestants look prettier than her that she lost her votes in.nvm khim,its alright isnt it? to have come so far and besides,u are already a superstar(:spent most of my time nowadays at home skol and church.moday skol + choir practice + shouting and screaming my head off.tuesday skol + geog crt cum test= sian.wednesday skol+ choir practice.thursday skol.friday skol + chinese crt cum test + chemistry remedial + organ lesson.saturday church(: sunday tuition.the only thing that can make me smile at this period of time is church.the only time i can realli relax and not bother bout matters of the world.but now, shes depriving me of my saturdays.she wants me to stay at home to study.i told her its not right to stop going to church just becus of that huge major exams.i know how bad my results is but the thing is..do u have to do this? i need to rest.i want my freedom.i have stop going out with friends.i come home straight after skol.i do all my home work.what more do u espect?God,i pray that u will guide me along all obstacles.give me strength and make me strong.this is all i ask for.amen.i hope everything will be fine when skol term starts.and teachers,please stop complaining about me.colours of the world.
Smile it ease the pain.
12:55 AM
♥ Tuesday, March 14, 2006 ♥
im sorry but i didnt mean to,dad.but u will nv believe wat i say.nobody knows or understand me.im trying my best and im trying to change.but no one is willing to give me a chance.theres only God now that i can turn to.
i feel like dying so much.
i dun see any reason for me to life.
u insist on loving us equally.
sorry but i dun think so.
can i just walk away and never go back?
Smile it ease the pain.
8:22 PM
♥ Tuesday, March 07, 2006 ♥
its sports day today(: at hougang stadium...woke up at ard 530am...than change...realise that its not even 6am yet...i turned on the tv....watch channel 49...laughin alone in the living room...all alone...haha...wenling called...hung up her fone...opps!!haha...than realised that some ppl got the time wrongly...haiz enough bout that...oh btw..adriano is really cool(: support(: after sports dae...went to hougang mall forr lunch...mummy came to pick me up(:past....finally im bloggoing again(: parent-teacher meeting on thursdae.......arrrrrrrr........hope nothing goes wrong...im trying to be as guai as possible :pHAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WENLING(:
Smile it ease the pain.
1:19 AM
